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man, oh man... ... this hmmm, was pretty chirpy today, didn't manage to go to sch, slept too freaking late... bleahzzzzzz... a few cork ups today, many pple weren't too happy...aizzzz... i guess these kinda of stuff happens all the time, but i hope when everything ends, everyone will be happy and at least hey, we all made more than 11 friends,plus the comitee members. they're all so nice, sweet and supportive. hmmm, found out tt actually evryone of us had the blah moments when we wanted to drop out, yeah, it's time consuming, and i guess there isn't much competition btn us, cos we're not putting our hearts into it, yeah, it's fun and all, but there are pts of time when everyone gets irritated, and stuff... 3 cheers to the comitee pple, and i'm definately lking forward towards after the pageant, when i cn do stuff not involving the pageant, i find tt everything revolves arnd the pageant and tt's mostly what i'm talking abt, as yeah, pretty much most of the stuff tt i'm doing now, involves the pageant... frivolous and dumb fun... comign up to stress now, stage fright, wardrobe malfunctions, coming up with routines, it's really not my thing to show case myself, i rather stay in my own lil humble world... i miss my friends so much, haven seen them in ages... and of cos i like the pageant pple, some which i've grown a lil closer to... but still, i miss me old friends... so much... and i guess what marc said is true, u dunid friends, u need supportive friends, and i definatly hope tt, i'll have supportive friends to plan my bridal shower and shit... really impt yah know, u can tell from the certain events in ur life...
